It’s been over one year since I started my blog. In fact, I published my first post on 8/8/13. I realize I haven’t posted anything lately. I just haven’t found a topic I thought was interesting enough. After school got out in June, I was busy packing up my classroom and moving into my new office space at a different school. I wanted to be all moved in before I left for my vacation in July. After my vacation, I went back to school. It’s been busy. Basically, after returning from my vacation in Hawaii, it was back to work.
Last week, I attended the last two days of a math institute given by my school district. Math leaders from all over the district met over two days to plan the district-wide professional growth day which would focus on math practices. I would have to present two sessions. One was on math discourse and the other was a polygon investigation. I was able to remain calm while others around me expressed their anxiety. I think it had to do with having presented to a large audience last spring for the SDAWP Spring Conference. I was not nervous at all, except for right before I was to present. During the institute, one of the consultants shared a video about power posing. All it takes is two minutes of power posing to raise your confidence and lower your stress. Who knew??
Amy Cuddy talked about not belonging. Boy, can I relate to this feeling. I started my job as a district math coach this week. I spent most of my time at my mentor site which just happens to be the largest elementary school in the district. My first order of business is to build relationships with the people on staff. It’s been difficult, and I find myself missing the people I had connections with at my previous school site. I am thinking this is pretty normal.
I felt odd not prepping for the first day of school, which is tomorrow. It ‘s the first time in 25 years where I wasn’t getting ready for students. I felt like I needed to be doing something, a task of some sort. Instead, I organized my office space. I prepared for my next staff presentation by doing research in the many resource books I received. I don’t know why I felt guilty. Everyone in my building was “working”. I was working, too, but in a different way. It was strange. I managed to take a picture of my office and the sign I created which I hung on the door.
I am excited. I know I made the right choice in applying for this job. All I have to remember is to stay positive and do my power poses.
A glimpse into my office