Man, I am out of time again! I don’t have time for a long post tonight. I spent another long day at work. Before I left, I decided to check my email. Bad idea! Parent issues arise and it pretty much put a damper on my whole evening. On top of that, I had to finish up a reading assignment for my administrative credential class. In connection to this class, I realize that I screwed up the last assignment I turned in. I did not do the thing properly and so it will affect my grade. Boy, do I feel stupid right about now. I am feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. I am feeling defeated.
I am trying to put this whole thing in perspective. All these articles and blogs I have been reading about failure being a good thing is hard for me to believe. I don’t feel very good right now. In fact, I am feeling rather inadequate, and I am questioning why I even attempted getting my credential. I think maybe I just need to go to bed right now. I am tired, and yes, I am going to get up tomorrow morning at 4:15 to make my 5:00 A.M. workout session. I usually don’t go on Thursdays, but I missed last Monday. I went this morning. Tomorrow and Friday will make it a 3 day workout week! Maybe sleep and a good workout tomorrow will make me feel better. Tomorrow is a new day. Time to start all over.